When Harry met Sally

Alright, so I've never seen the movie When Harry met Sally. 
or, maybe I have, but I don't remember a thing about it if so. It's one of those movies that I assume you are disappointed that I haven't seen yet. There's a long list of those. Movies aren't my thing apparently. 

Now, onto the real topic of this post. When Alex met Jessica. 

...what a great day! ;) It was November 2nd, 2012, and the only reason I know that is because I was able to look back on our church website to see the event posting for that night. I remember saying, "See you Sunday?" and he replied, "yeah." That's all. I honestly don't know if that really is the first time we met. It could have been before that when he visited. It could have been after that when we actually introduced ourselves. Obviously our first meeting is a little fuzzy, but whenever it was... I'm thankful that it happened. 

Alex moved here in November of last year to be a part of our church. He lived in Alabama where he was raised, and God so sovereignly lined up a job at Chick-fil-A Corporate at the very most perfect time, and wah-la!...10 interviews later and Al McCloud is a Georgian. 

Neither of us had marriage in mind at the time, but God quickly put it there. Around December, Al told his brother that he thought he might like me, and they wrote out a game plan with every intention to keep me free from hurt. In January, I told my friend Kaitlin (who lives in Virginia) that I was an awful sinner who had found herself liking a guy and to pray that the Holy Spirit would cleanse me from this heinous sin. (I, honestly, was this dramatic about it all.) In February, when I knew that these thoughts weren't going away, even though I was praying against them, I told Maggie and Courtlynd. I told them that I was an awful sinner who liked a guy and to pray that I would be cleansed from this heinous sin. They both died in laughter and thought I was the most ridiculous human on the planet. They spent the next 3 months convincing me that I was being ridiculous and these feelings were good. You call me overly hesitant, I call me careful. The whole time I had no idea that Alex was praying that God's will would be done with our friendship. We didn't have each other's phone numbers, and saw each other 2-3 times a week. Once on Sunday, once at discipleship, and maybe one more time at a group event. I was oblivious for quite a while.

Alex's brother (Adam) disciples him, and Alex's sister-in-law (Jen) disciples me. I was nervous as alllll get out to tell Jen that I liked that Alex and I were friends. It was one of the funniest conversations that I think we've had yet. I couldn't spit it out, and she kept looking at the chair that Alex sits in at dinner time imagining that he was sitting there hearing all that I was saying. It was comical, and I am so thankful for all of the McCloud's secret plans to make sure that this relationship would be started with Christ at it's foundation. 

Around May, Alex and I had to work on something together for SovHope that required that I have his phone number. That started the occasional text conversation, that turned to the everyday text. Our church has list of people that we are praying will be drawn to salvation. Alex consistently encouraged me to share Jesus with the girl that I put on the list. I started to wonder why he was texting me, but i told myself that it was nothing. It was just a really easy friendship. 

At the end of June, Adam and Jen went to the beach. They asked Alex to water the plants and get the mail while they were gone. Alex asked me to help him water the plants one night. dun dun dun. PUKE! I've never been so nervous for two days in my entire life. I watched him water the plants, we ate peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, drank grapico soda, and talked for an hour or so before he finally told me that he invited me to water plants to tell me that he liked me and was interested in pursuing a relationship with me. It was such a relief and so exciting to know, yet so scary as we both agreed to intentionally pray about it. He also gave me a list of rules that he wanted us to follow (i like to call it rules. it's really just boundaries that he put in place.) It was such a wonderful start!

I went to Uganda, we talked more, prayed more, and then a little over a month later, he told me that I was his girlfriend. Here we are two months later, and we still pray everyday that God would be at the center of our friendship. I'm still, often, blown away by the timing of everything. I didn't want a boyfriend until after nursing school. I wanted whoever was interested in being my husband to pray about it for at least three months (not that they had to, i just think it's a pretty important thing to pray about). The list goes on and on, and I'm so thankful! So we pray everyday that God would continue to lead us. I love praying, serving, learning about Jesus, pursuing holiness, and spending time with him. Alex is one of my favorite men on the planet, and I'm still so giddy over the fact that he chose me to be his girl!

So there is some of the story about when A met J.

It's one of my favorite stories of all, and I can't wait to continue it as the Lord sees fit.

Uganda: part one

This post is only a month late, which I consider to be early. My time in Africa was too short. Our whole group agreed. I listened more than I spoke, and I learned more than I taught. I truly treasure the time that I was given with Innocent and Dorothy, and I don't know how to use my words to thank God for providing me with the opportunity to go to Seeta. There isn't a day that goes by now that I don't think about it. I can see it, and sometimes, unfortunately, I can smell it. I crave rice and beans, and every now and then I look for a Novida Pineapple in the grocery store. I miss not having technology, and some days all I think about is the simple life that they live. I miss it, and I'm jealous for it. While I want more than anything for life to be "easier" for them, I can't help but desire the joy that they have. I see my selfishness and covetous more everyday now that I've been there. So, when I say that my time was too short there, I mean that my sanctification was too great to want to come back yet. When I'm not comfortable, the Spirit is able to strip me of myself. And, I wouldn't be honest if I didn't say that most of the changing really did happen when I got back, but it was a result of Uganda. I'm not the same Jessica, and I praise the Lord for that. With every experience of being out of here, we are stripped of a little more of ourselves. It happened in me in Idaho, in Brazil, in Brazil again, at Snowbird, and now in Uganda. I came back a little less Jessica every time. and it hurts. and it's good. The Lord is good. 

Melissa, Luke, and I were able to be a part of Grace for Education with Chris. It was so so sweet to meet the people that Chris has been investing in the past six years. Grace for Education and Snowbird are the ministries that my local church body support the most. I count it a great great honor that I now know them both personally. God is doing GOOD things through the people involved with these ministries. Innocent and Dorothy were an absolute joy and I can't tell you how wonderful it is to call them friends now. Melissa, Dorothy, and I went through "God's high calling for Women" by John MacArthur. Please pray for Dorothy as the Lord continues to teach her about biblical womanhood. She stretched us with her questions, and the Lord was faithful to give me, Melissa, and Chris the same answers, with the same scriptures, to answer the questions that she had for us. Women in Uganda are being encouraged to be bold, independent women who lead their families and their churches. Pray for the men of Uganda to rise up so the women do not feel the need to fulfill roles that we were not meant to fill. 

"Mac" was no longer living in the house when we arrived. She made some decisions that led her away from the house. I'm praying that she will turn to the Lord and return to Dorothy for discipleship. I'm sorry that I did not get to meet her like planned, but I know that my God is sovereign over every situation. 

We were able to hear Innocent and Dorothy's life stories. They are remarkable. I'll share more about these hopefully in another post. Dorothy, like other girls, was tempted to sell her body to pay for school fees. The Lord graciously protected her from this situation, and she now has a college degree. He preserved both of their lives, and now they are about to live in a house with around 15 college-aged men for the purpose of furthering the gospel. It's an incredible story. 

I'm still trying to figure out what the Lord would have for Grace for Education and I in the future. I don't know what it's going to be, but I know that the Lord has me here for now. He has me at Sovereign Hope Church where I want to serve faithfully, because the gospel should flow out of me no matter where I am. He didn't say share the gospel ONLY at the ends of the earth. I'm praying for a nursing job that will give me opportunities to share the love and grace of Jesus everyday. I'm praying that I would continue to pray for Dorothy and the work that God is doing through her in Uganda. I'm praying for her as she will soon join in a marriage covenant with God and Innocent. I'm thankful that I know her personally. She encouraged me and she blessed me. I taught her doctrine, and she taught me faith, grace, and perseverance. 

This is the best I can do to start posting about the two weeks that I was able to enjoy in Africa. I promise other posts will include pictures and fun stories and more details about the conversations that I got to have with people. But for now, this'll do, blog, this'll do. 

It is finished!

It was just four years ago when I started this journey called college. I knew I wanted to be a nurse, and I was dangerously naive to what I had to do to make that dream become true. It was a blessing because I wouldn't have done it if I knew how much of "my" precious time that it would require. Praise God for his continuous blessing and hand that he has had over me during these years. Telling the story about all that he has sovereignly done in my life would take me too long because sadly, I don't know how to say anything in less than 1000 characters. But, to say that I have seen clearly his direction and guidance is an understatement. 

While nursing school got easier after that semester of torture, it was still a struggle to manage my time the way that i needed to instead of the way that I wanted. I still had many moments of doubt and had to be reminded of God's faithfulness one too many times. I'll say it again, nursing school was the most humbling experience that I have had in this life so far. I stink at tests, y'all. The Lord is gracious and kind, though, and I leaned on him when I thought my life was over. (maybe I'm being a little dramatic... yes, yes i am.)

I LOVED my last semester. I LOVED my preceptor. Her name is Marilyn. She was such a blessing. I was on night shift. That part was awful. I survived 216 hours of clinical and Dr. Purvis' class. I made an  'A' and a 'B'. I was "pinned" on May 10th, took my NCLEX on June 11th (and let me just tell you: it is NOT FUN taking a 265 question test for FIVE hours... I was just sure that I had failed. But nope, i'm that girl that may get all of the questions, but i'm gonna pass this mess!), found out that I passed on June  13th, and just got my license number (FINALLY) on June 26th. Now, I am a registered nurse; I don't have a job yet; I haven't put any applications in anywhere; I don't even know where all I want to apply, and I'm not going to do it until July 22nd. I've got my whole life, right?

In the mean time, I think I'll just GO TO AFRICA! I can't believe it's only five days from our departure. (I also can't believe how many capital letters I am using today. I'm drinking coffee, can you tell?) All of my friends left this week. Okay, not all of them, but a lot of them. Of course, Kaitlin is always a million miles away in that awful state that we call Virginia. Courtlynd went to the beach with the Brewer's. Meaning that Rachel is gone too. Maggie is nannying this summer in Soperton (I just picture sweat and gnats because it's in South GA.) Jen and Lauren are on their family vacay as well. That's six (6) best friends you guys! NO ONE TO HANG OUT WITH! So, I went to lunch with my sweet, precious, darlin' Momma (praise God she didn't go on vacation, too) three times this week and I have read almost two books and ordered one more. I've vacuumed the house, sorta cleaned my room, and I've slept in entirely too much and stayed up way past my normal bedtime. It's been a pretty restful week, and I'm thankful for that seeing as how the next two weeks, and the rest of my life, are probably going to be a tad bit busier. Thankful for every moment. I've re-read "God's high calling for women" to go through with Melissa and Dorothy. I'm reading (EXTREMELY SLOW) "Christian Beliefs" just as a good refresher, and I received "Theology for women" today. But, that one is probably going to be my plane ride book, so my last one to finish is "When Helping Hurts." (If you know me well, you'll know that i have a ridiculously hard time finishing a book. I just trust that the last chapter of every book on the planet is phenomenal and don't feel the need to actually read them to know that.) I'm praying that God will use these books to help me share the gospel well and teach simple truths to the ladies that he is going to put in my path. I just want to be prepared to be used by the Spirit. I'm still praying that the gospel will speed ahead of us! 

Alright, that's it for now. I'm sure in five years when I come back to read this, I'll be wishing that I was a woman of fewer words. 

PS. I watered plants on Tuesday. 

Uganda letter #2

Praising.

It's been one week since my last post about having $1600 towards my Uganda trip. Just seven days ago I really didn't know where the last $900 was going to come from. I heard the call to go to Uganda over a year ago. Obviously it wasn't audible, and i can't pinpoint the moment that I knew that God would take me there one day...but it was clear, obvious, and loud. Since the moment we decided to go this summer, I knew that I wouldn't be able to pay for this plane ticket, and God gave me complete peace about this. Until seven days ago, I haven't been a bit worried about any of it. I've been telling people for months that I'm going to Uganda at the beginning of July, but I didn't have a plane ticket, and I didn't have the money for a plane ticket, and I didn't have the money to eat anything while I was there. Most of them looked at me like I had lost my mind. I enjoyed the looks on their faces and laughed. :) Last thursday, during my first little spell of panic and doubt, I plead with the Lord to tell me what I needed to do. I didn't want to be waiting lazily (is that a word?) like I expected all of the money to just be laid in my lap...but all He gave me was more peace. that sweet sweet calming peace that I am convinced only comes from my Lord.

To say that this week has been overwhelming is an understatement. I received the $900 this week. I now have $2500 and we will purchase the plane tickets TOMORROW! :) The Lord is so faithful to carry out His will. If I had the permission to brag about every single person who made it possible for me to purchase this plane ticket, I would....because I'm so thankful that the Spirit lives inside of them and they followed the prompting to support this mission. but i don't have that permission and the only one who truly deserves the boasting is the Lord. The vaccinations that I will need to have before I go have also been covered; my visa will be purchased at the airport, and I plan to borrow a mosquito net from a friend. Everything is settled.

Now all that continues is the preparation of my heart, mind, and soul. The weight of what I am going to do hits me more everyday as the times draws nearer. I cannot wait to meet these precious women. I cannot wait to see what the Lord is going to put in front of me; as I have said before, we are going with NO schedule. This makes me feel the need to be prepared all the more for what I may be asked to do. Most importantly, I am trying to bathe myself in the gospel daily so that I am able to clearly present this good news to people that I have not heard truth, who have been fed lies, or who have not put their hope  in the Lord. I pray that God would use me for His glory alone and that I will know what the future may hold with my relationship with this city.

Thank you so so so very much to those of you who are praying for the Gospel to speed ahead.

Waiting :)

I feel pretty humbled to type out that I have $1600 towards my Uganda plane ticket! The money came in FAST and I am so encouraged by the people who have given financially. Even more people have told me that they are praying that the GOSPEL will speed ahead and that is even sweeter!! I was able to send out around 70 prayer cards to people that I know will be faithful to pray for our time in Uganda! I'm praying still, even in this first time of a tiny bit of anxiety, that God will go before us and prepare hearts now. 
I didn't know how God was going to supply this money, but I knew He would...and He has! The income has now slowed down though, and I am still short. I am so thankful that I am only short $500-1000 instead of $2500! I wish that I could have paid for this trip myself some days. I have to constantly remind myself that I am not asking people for money from a greedy heart. I'm asking for partnership for the glory of God. I've lost count of how many people have given financially, but all of those people are going with me. They aren't going physically, but they are sending, and I pray that one day I will do the same when I am unable to go. I look forward to having a job so that I am able to experience the joy from this kind of obedience. 
My church family has been nothing short of amazing as they have encouraged me so much with questions about the trip and encouragement through prayer. I'm so thankful for them and their support. I'm praying now about how to get the last bit of money to buy the plane ticket and have this part of the adventure behind me. I've tried to think of ways to earn the money, but with the NCLEX coming up next month (did i really just say next month?!?), much of my time will be spent studying for that. I'm praying about borrowing the money, and if so, who am i going to borrow it from? Today has just been full of thoughts. I know the Lord's Will will be done and there is no reason to stress. I'm thankful that I haven't up to this point, and I pray that the Lord continues to break down the control freak inside of me. It's been beautiful to be held by Him. I'm praying that my reliance on Him is strengthened even more by this experience. 
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about Mac. Thinking about what I am going to say to her, how she is going to respond to us, if we will be friends, if she will be able to understand me, and how much i hope don't talk too fast. I pray that she understands and responds to the gospel. I can't wait to talk to her about Jesus and who she thinks He was. I hope she understands. I hope she trusts, believes, worships, and hopes! I can't wait to meet her. 
I've dreamed of meeting Innocent and Dorothy for a year now! I can't wait to see how God is going to use me in this ministry! I'm so thankful that I have been exposed to it and have the honor of praying for these people. I can't wait to give Dorothy a big ole hug! I sure hope she is into those kind of things :)

I'm humbled and so very expectant. 

Thank you so much to those out there that read this, and thank you for praying for me! 

Megan the Encourager

My friend Maggie (Megan) emailed this to me tonight. It's real good. 

"We greatly need a bold voice and a strong hand to preach and publish the old Gospel for which martyrs bled and confessors died. The Savior is, by His Spirit, still on earth; let this truth encourage us. He is always in the midst of the fight; therefore, the results of the battle are not in doubt. And as the conflict rages, what a sweet satisfaction it is to know that the Lord Jesus, in His office as our great Intercessor, is powerfully interceding for His people! O anxious gazer, do not look so much at the battle below, for there you will be enshrouded in smoke and amazed with garments rolled in blood. Instead, lift your eyes yonder where the Savior lives and pleads, for while He intercedes, the cause of God is safe. Let us fight as if it all depended on us, but let us look up and know it all depends on Him. Now, by the lilies of Christian purity, by the roses if the Savior's atonement, and "by the roes, and by the hinds of the field" (Song 2:7), we charge you who are lovers of Jesus to do valiantly in the holy war for truth and righteousness, for the kingdom and crown jewels of your Master. Onward! "For the battle is not yours, but God's" (2 Chron. 20:15). "Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world" (Matt 28:20)

Just a few thoughts

I'm reading "When Helping Hurts" by Steve Corbett and Brian Fikkert.

CAN YOU BELIEVE that Abraham and Sarah were older than Truett and Jeanette Cathy WHEN THEY HAD A BABY!?!? whew! God does cool things!

I finish nursing school in less than 50 days by the grace of God.

I love my church family. They are my favorite group of people in the whole world. I love loving Jesus with them.

SovHope is teaming up with a pregnancy crisis center and a hospice soon, possibly. EXCITED!

I am meeting with some people tomorrow about going to Uganda this summer. :D

We were created to work excellently. Being a busybody leads you to sin. Work hard.

The antichrist hasn't come yet... because God hasn't let him. BAM!

There will come a day when he will be allowed to come and will take NO ONE from our Lord Jesus.

Jen and I are studying the Old Testament. I love the Old Testament these days. And I love Jen.

My parents spend a lot of money on me. Gas is expensive.

Everybody gets to be an aunt, EXCEPT ME! Praying that Baby Booher will come along soon.

My mom got a puppy today. She's a pomchiweenie. Crazy. Her name is Molly. I think. Booher's have an obsession with puppies.

Courtlynd doesn't answer my text messages. But I can tell she reads them. It makes me laugh.

My brother is coming home for my pinning ceremony. He's so great! I love him!

Good night.

btdubs...

I might be going to Uganda this summer. 
(might meaning that i am planning on it but have no idea how it is going to happen and no official plans have been made)
Please pray!

My heart is overflowing, and I couldn't hold it in any longer!

i made a meme.

I watched Finding Nemo last night. 

This is the result. 

Who knew this movie had such Christian symbolism?

Wives, submit to your own husbands, as to the Lord. Ephesians 5:22 PS. haha.  i'm dumb.

"Nap Time"

I am in my last semester of nursing school now, and I've been assigned night shift clinicals. I start in a few days so I am trying to stay up late, and nap during the day so I might be able to actually stay awake when I am working. Although, suddenly, the queen of napping is WIDE awake. Humph. So I am laying in bed hoping for a massive wave of sleepy to float over me and make me sleep for a bit. But, I am getting kinda bored laying here, I figured that maybe I would type out some things that God is teaching me or reminding me.

•Prayer is so so so wonderful! It just blows me away that I have the opportunity to talk to the God of the universe every second of every day! I spent my drive home from senoia last night praying for some friends. It was one of the most enjoyable car rides I have had by myself in a while. I didn't feel very alone.
•I am responsible for what I do with the gospel. Who will stand beside me on the day Jesus returns because I shared the gospel with them? [thanks pastor vinny]
•I have less than 4 months left with my nursing classmates. I need to use them. [the months, not the classmates]
•God has given me some of the most wonderful friends in the whole world. I love falling more in love with Jesus alongside of them.
•I have a lot of questions that I need to answer. I have the Word of God for a reason. I've been convicted about running to my friends as soon as I have a question. It's not a bad thing, but I have the ability to figure out the answer for myself. I just need to stop being lazy.

Hoping for Jesus,
Jessica Bloo Eyes (as my dear friend, jack, calls me)

Because it's a holy God that you're up against.

nothing against him

I read this blog post a few days ago at prayforian.com.
Ian lives with a brain injury. Larissa is his wife.
Their marriage is a beautiful picture of Christ and the church.
This post specifically has been such a blessing to me the past few days.
I just don't want to forget what he said.
Our sin is first and foremost against a Holy God. such a good reminder.

Christmas.

A very long journey. A very big belly. A dark night. A whole lot of pain. I try to think back to Mary. I've been studying Luke, and almost everyday I go back to Luke 1:38 where Mary says, “Behold, I am the servant of the Lord; let it be to me according to your word" when she first heard that she was with child,  and I pray that my response to the Lord everyday would be those words. How beautifully the Lord gave us His Son who came to serve and to save. Thankful is what I am today. Thankful that every sin that I have ever committed/will commit has been taken away by this little baby. I can't wrap my mind around it. God, in the form of an infant. But, this year has been so different as I reflect on that night when my Savior was born. How God saw that this was absolutely the best way for Him to receive the very most glory. The virgin birth. The star. The angels. The shepherds. From this day, so many years ago, until his death on a cross, He will live a absolutely perfect life...an unfathomable "task." I praise the Lord for this perfect propitiation. I am thankful this was never "plan B." The Lord is good and full of mercy. His grace abounds. The KING is born! May He send His Son again soon! Glory to God in the highest.

Therefore he had to be made like his brothers in every respect, so that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in the service of God, to make propitiation for the sins of the people. Hebrews 2:17

Merry Christmas!

SovHope Fall Family Bonfire (1st Annual)

I love that everything we do at Sovhope we name "1st annual"...starting now things will start being 2nd annuals! wowzers. This event was the same as all the others. SO.much.fun. We were all freezing. I was impressed by the commitment of everyone to risk pneumonia for fellowship. :) 

It was a fabulous night, and btw, I never heard of any sicknesses that immediately followed :)

 I love these 6. I walked around saying "group and smile" and these folks did just that! :)

 I am convinced that men have absolutely no idea how to take a picture together!

 Jen and her caramel for the kids! They loved making caramel apples!

 The guys love this game. I usually try to join in like I am coordinated enough...

 Court was cold. So I made her into a marshmallow. 

I didn't crop out Jesse on purpose. look at that frisbee form! 

 three more men...all spaced out and such. 

 just boomoo. 

 The Moore Fam! Is this family cute or what!? 

 Children of the field.

 Fire control! Mr. Thom manned this fire all night. Smoky the bear would have been so proud!

 The ladies enjoyed the "group and smile" moment! 

Tiff said it looks like she has to tee-tee. It kinda does. :) 

 Corn hole! 

 Andrea and Logan. His facial expressions crack.me.up.

And I saved the cutest little AJ in town for last! This boy and his mama bear are so sweet. 

I love my church! 

www.sovhope.org 

Salisbury Jesus and an old post from Elliott Grey

After school today, I went over to the McCloud house. I love the time I get to spend with this sweet family. I'm trying to start a tradition of  random cooking lessons with Jen. It usually gives lots of laughs, and we all know, I enjoy a good laugh. We made salisbury steak, mashed potatoes, and cabbage. It all turned out delicious, but it was quite an elaborate dinner to prepare. Jen's steaks almost fell apart; I (sorta) broke the awesome lid to the mashed potato pot; I threw an onion on the ground while stirring. It was comical. Funny thing is, she was "teaching" me how to make this dish and had never actually made it herself. While waiting for this dinner to magically turn into something you would see on television, we talked about studying the Word. It was such an encouraging time. I kept saying, "thank you for saying that" or "that's encouraging to hear"...which she would reply with, "i don't know what i said, but i'm glad it helped!" I am so thankful for her and our long drawn out cooking time. I'm thankful for the Spirit, how he lives inside of us. Thankful for the lady that taught me how to make salisbury steak and read the bible with joy...maybe not at the same time, though.  

Another story from tonight, just so I can read this again one day and hopefully laugh at myself like I did tonight. I put mashed potatoes and cabbage on my plate. Then, I put cabbage on someone else's plate, AND on my plate again. Once I sat my plate down and realized what I had done, I couldn't stop from laughing. They probably think I am a crazy person. Just call me cabbage girl. (I returned one pile of cabbage back to the pot, and traded it for that yummy salisbury steak we worked so hard on.)
Another story....I told Maggie the reason that the mashed potatoes were so good was because of how well she washed them. She totally believed me. She's so fun. 
Another story... Jack gave me a hug tonight. THIS IS SUCH WONDERFUL NEWS!!!

I like the way Courtlynd writes. 

She doesn't do it very much though, so don't get too excited.

 I went back and read this post from her again tonight.

 It still convicts and encourages me. 

Read the post here!

Hold Fast. He is Faithful.

12 We ask you, brothers, to respect those who labor among you and are over you in the Lord and admonish you,
13 and to esteem them very highly in love because of their work. Be at peace among yourselves.
14 And we urge you, brothers, admonish the idle, encourage the fainthearted, help the weak, be patient with them all.
15 See that no one repays anyone evil for evil, but always seek to do good to one another and to everyone.
16 Rejoice always,
17 pray without ceasing,
18 give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.
19 Do not quench the Spirit.
20 Do not despise prophecies,
21 but test everything; hold fast what is good.
22 Abstain from every form of evil.
23 Now may the God of peace himself sanctify you completely, and may your whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.
24 He who calls you is faithful; he will surely do it.

1 Thessalonians 5

Technology

Blogging.
There's an app for that!
Wow!

In other news, court is spending the night. She went to bed first. When I was ready to go to bed, she was in the middle, so I tapped her and asked her to scoot over. She replied, "scoot where?" So I explained to scoot to her side, that she was in the middle. She said, "it's cause your pillows are so big!" And then she rolled to her side, and continued sleeping. It was funny

Good night.

A Desire to GO.

For “everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.”

How then will they call on him in whom they have not believed? 

And how are they to believe in him of whom they have never heard? 

And how are they to hear without someone preaching? 

And how are they to preach unless they are sent? 

As it is written, “How beautiful are the feet of those who preach the good news!”

(Romans 10:13-15 ESV)

And Jesus came and said to them, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 

Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, 

baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 

teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. 

And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.”        

(Matthew 28:18-20 ESV)

"I've sat by far too long, and I've watched the hurting suffer on their own. I have chances everyday...to live like You, die to myself; Give Your love away.
               And I wonder why, I feel so empty inside. While I sing la la la la la la la la la
               As the hungry roam the streets, La la la la la la la la la
               As the broken are on their knees, La la la la la la la la la
               I keep singing
We are frozen, we are still, But we're called to be a city on a hill
And as our melodies resound, We cannot hear the silent cry this world is screaming out
               Remember salvation's day. When Jesus washed our sins away. The lost are crying out to be saved
We keep singing. But just a song won't heal, The bleeding wound
Church wake up, We're sleeping in an empty tomb
               Church arise! arise and shine! Shake yourself from the dust, God is calling us to go!"
(Leeland: While We Sing)

“Have you no wish for others to be saved? 

Then you're not saved yourself, be sure of that!” 

(Spurgeon)

Last year, while at Snowbird, Brody talked in staff church about some of our personal desires to go on the "mission field," internationally. He talked about how some of us had no desire to leave the US. He talked about how some of us had a healthy perspective of waiting to go, seeing where the Lord led. And then, he talked about the rest of us. The ones that he compared to a dog on a leash struggling with every ounce of strength to run free. In this case, he was the one holding us back...teaching us more, and making sure we were ready, prepared. We laughed, and I could easily think of 10 people in the room that were the ones who were like a wild dog...a few of them/most of them being my closest friends. I don't know why that's one of the analogies I remember. Maybe because it's when I truly realized that I'm not ready yet...that I still have things to learn. But, it made me want to be one of those wild dogs. I have (have had for five years now) a desire to go and spread the name of Jesus to the nations that do not know him. 

Last night, I was reading in the Gospel according to Luke. I have been in this good book for months. In chapter eight, he talks about a man that was possessed with demons. Jesus came upon this man, and sent the demons into some nearby pigs. The man pleaded with Jesus to come with Him, join His ministry, and follow Him wherever He went. Jesus said no. He told him to go home, and tell his people all that God had done for him. It convicted me. It convicted me deeply. How often do I not tell people all that God has done for me? How often do I keep quiet about his ever so frequent mercies and grace in my life. I pray that I would not be quiet here. I pray that I would speak of all of God's goodness wherever I am. And I pray that wherever God sends me, that this would be the message that I would speak.

It's funny getting ready to graduate from college...the possibility of leaving the nest! 

I have such a desire... a desire to go to SENOIA. 

To go where my church family is, and live life there with the locals. I am so thankful for this desire. I am so thankful for this body of Christ that encourages me so much. We are currently praying for a building. Praying that God would give us what He desires for us to have. I am so thankful for a body that leans of the Holy Spirit for every bit of blessing. I am thankful for where I am headed now...knowing that this church will support wherever the Lord sends me next.

So for now, while I have this desire to GO...to speak the name of Christ to the people who have never even heard His name...an unfathomable statement that I can't believe is even true...I commit to speak His name, here. To speak of His glory, here. To speak of His mercies, here. To teach good doctrine, here. To know good doctrine, here. To pray, here. To be dependent upon the Holy Spirit, here. To pray for missionaries, here. To LOVE, here. So that I may do the same, there (whether that be Senoia, Newnan, Uganda, the horn of Africa, or the little country that is making my heart flutter right now). Because everywhere, every single person on every single continent needs Jesus most. They need Him more than food. They need Him more than shoes. They need Him more than happiness, wealth, or family. Making most of Jesus means making most of life.

May my perspective be healthy and my obedience be great. 

Praise the LORD!

Praise the LORD from the heavens;

praise him in the heights!

Praise him, all his angels;

praise him, all his hosts!

Praise him, sun and moon,

praise him, all you shining stars!

Praise him, you highest heavens,

and you waters above the heavens!

Let them praise the name of the LORD!

For he commanded and they were created.

And he established them forever and ever;

he gave a decree, and it shall not pass away.

Praise the LORD from the earth,

you great sea creatures and all deeps,

fire and hail, snow and mist,

stormy wind fulfilling his word!

Mountains and all hills,

fruit trees and all cedars!

Beasts and all livestock,

creeping things and flying birds!

Kings of the earth and all peoples,

princes and all rulers of the earth!

Young men and maidens together,

old men and children!

Let them praise the name of the LORD,

for his name alone is exalted;

his majesty is above earth and heaven.

He has raised up a horn for his people,

praise for all his saints,

for the people of Israel who are near to him.

Praise the LORD!

(Psalm 148 ESV)

it's Tuesday.

hello blog, just a few thoughts for you today...


-I'm encouraged by my friends. Thankful for them...for the way the serve me, teach me, and give me laughs. For the ones that are girls and the ones that are boys. For the SovHopies, SWiends, and ones that came from yonder elsewhere. 


-JESUS is worth every single bit of "persecution" that Dan Cathy and Chick-fil-A may be facing because of his stand against gay marriage. 


-It is my very first time ever watching the Olympics. I'm loving certain sports. Of course, volleyball. But also, swimming and gymnastics. It's been neat to watch! 


-I'm hanging out with Jen McCloud and Michele Hendrix this week. WAHOO! 


-Moses chews his bone while laying on his back. #talent


-The only {convenient} thing to eat between here and Barnesville for breakfast is McDonalds. yum, right? eh. but, when i ask for mustard for my biscuit, i get SUCH weird looks. You would think they would be at least used to me AND Courtlynd by now. 


-Earlier, my mom said "My clicker is almost wore out, can you get me a new one?" to my dad. She was talking about her car clicker thing that unlocks the door. I heard her say "liver" instead of "clicker"...I was a little concerned for a few seconds. 


-I laugh a lot when I am watching swimming on the olympics just thinking about how RIDICULOUS i would look out there racing besides those guys. ha! it would be comical. 


-I practiced for the crazy 3rd semester check-off today. It went better than expected. woot!


-I've been missing my red hair, lately.


that's all for now, folks. 


:)jboo

just because.

It's been a busy summer, and it is two weeks away from the close. A couple posts down, I said that I had two posts "coming soon"...i originally meant sometime this summer. Those posts are still at work in my heart, but i am excited to say they are still "coming soon."


I stayed home this summer. I figured it would be a bit slower paced...I decided against SWO and summer biology. It was a very small tad bit slower, mostly just different.


I had the honor of spending time with a 9-month-old and 2.5-year-old every Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday for about 10 hours a day. It was fun and exhausting. It was a challenge and a joy all at the same time. It was a look at motherhood, and it makes me thankful. I used "1...2...3..." for the first time, and "because I said so" a couple of times as well. Lilli and Nolan's parents are Christians, which is a blessing. I'm thankful for the different things that God lets us experience. I remember posting a facebook status one day about these different things. It said something like, "Last year around this time, I was 'jumping in the house' with 100s of teenagers, today, I spent 30 minutes dancing to toddler radio on pandora with an almost 3-year-old." Different, but good days. Full of sanctification and teaching teaching Jesus...how He is the reason we live. I loved Mondays, Tuesdays, and Wednesdays.


On a few Thursdays, I spent time with Aubrey and Dillon. Aubrey is seven. She was my very first babysitting job when she was an infant and will always have a piece of my heart. Watching this little lady grow up has been so special. I hate that our lives have parted a little, but i look forward to seeing her turn eight next month, and watching her grow even more. and Dillon...he's a hoot. (i don't ever use the term "hoot"). He's just the funniest little boy i know. love them!


I spent two weekends at Snowbird. One with Maggie...who now LOVES Snowbird. check! and one with Lauren, Adam, and AJ. They were fun trips. I spent a few nights with former staff when I was there with Maggie. It was so fun to see their excitement and love for summer 2012. I loved hearing what was different about this year, the ups, the downs, and funny stories. Many of them are now in "leadership" positions which is really neat to see. It feels like home when I am at SWO, and it really is a time of rest. I get pretty open and honest while I am there. It's a similar feeling to when I am with my church family. I just like it a lot, even though it is hard to explain.  The second trip was two weeks later with the Vinson's. It was a really fun time with Lauren. It was great to love SWO together. I sometimes wish we got to experience being on staff together. It was fun to hang out with little AJ and watch everyone ooo and ahhh over him. I hung out with Maiah and the gang the last night. I just love her. My friends, Cody and Kelly, were there as well working for a week. Last summer, Cody told me, during week 5, that he was struggling with feelings for Kelly (it was such a random conversation during SWOMP). He was fighting it at the time, and trying to avoid her at all costs. He gave up the struggle at the end of the summer, and they are now dating. :) They are just precious and I love the two of them dearly! I got to talk with them together and separately, and I was so encouraged by our talks. I still love SWO and missed working there this summer. Do i regret deciding not to this summer?, no.


Discipleship with Juli took an unexpected turn this summer. We are still meeting randomly, and will continue to for the next couple months hopefully. We finished, "girls gone wise in a world gone wild." We didn't start anything else though. She is looking for a church around Pike County with her boyfriend, and we are praying that a married woman in her new church will start discipling her shortly after they join. I'm looking forward to hearing how the hunt has been going. :) She makes me smile, and I am praying that the Lord will continue teaching her.


I'm very much looking forward to the routine that school gives me each semester. My time with the Lord changes each time my schedule does, and I am SO THANKFUL for how this semester is laid out. I'll have extra time in the morning like my school schedule normally doesn't give me. I'm praying that I embrace every moment of this semester. I have one last year with this group of people. Praying that I don't let these people pass me by without showing them Jesus. I plan to continue my study in Luke, and start Christian Beliefs by Grudem. Praying for what discipleship is going to look like this next year :) I would love to start meeting with another woman....maybe i'm finally done mourning Trish's absence. haha. Mostly, I am just thankful for a church that is centered around discipleship.


Last weekend, I had the pleasure of standing beside Kaitlin while she said "I DO" to Tim. It was a FUN week/weekend, and a BEAUTIFUL wedding...i'm hoping there will be a post about it one day :)


For now, I will go unpack from 3 weeks of being away from home. It feels good to settle down again, and sleep in my own bed.


Until next time,
jboo